Saturday, January 31, 2009


Ya Allah,,,tbe2 rs mcm byk nyer problem!!!!
yg cm sme org kelam kabut n xleh nk settle sbb msg2 x blk lg,,,
crdt my hp lak dlm keadaan yg x mengizinkn
rs mcm nk ngs sgt dah ni,,,TOOOOLOOOOOOOOOONG!!!!

Dlm keadaan yg period nie,,,,emosi amatla sush nk dikawal.....
rs mcm besr btol prob~~
oh Allah,,,cepat la abis final sem nie,,,,dis is da final sem in clege n da most horrible sem dat i ever had!

but every cloud has is own silver lining,,,,
there's a time dat nant nk clbrate bday yanty and i hope mse tu leh relieve sme,,,
there are no one in dis world can make my life greater than my famly,,,my syhmi and my ghiezt!!
especially dgn adenyer kedtgan si sharifah nur and deebon!!!!

dah la lately,,,,,ad mslh ngn "tulang belakang'...
lg la mnmbah kesedihan di hati,,,,
but i strongly believe dat mslh nie mstila setel pnyela!!
lets da time decide,,,kn???


Friday, January 30, 2009

kek lapis~~yummy~!!!

past few days,,i went to my sis house,,,,n she serve me kek lapis..

hehehehe~there are kek buah,,,kek lapis prune,,,kek lapis masam manis,,,,yummy!!
so frens,,,if u feel like to have 1,,,,u can gve me a kol,,,n i'll buy for u...

sebijik kek lapis is rm 60,,,but its worth to my prot,,,trust me!!

i'll upload the pics later k?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

i'm tagged~

1.What have you've been doing recently?

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?


3.What happened at 10am today?

sedang syok plok bntal busuk...mmmuah!!!

4.When did you last cry?
ble ek?er,,,lme dah

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
of course.

6.What do you want in your life now?

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
i prefer using hood than umbrella

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
cium bntal busuk

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
a message frm syhmi...:)

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

13.What was the last movie you caught?

14.What are you proud of?
Malaysia :)) *sgt syg msia*

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
online topup succeed

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
hot n cold

17.Do you have any nicknames?

18.What does the newest text say?
bdyshp kjg ke?nant ble free kte hang out lg~sorry min

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
almost 2 am

20.Are you currently happy?

21.Who gives you the best advise?
my mom

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
abdullah syahmi

24.Is something bugging you know

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
my dad,,,,of course~~


Wednesday, January 28, 2009


Can u imagine this is what they said in 1959??

"i'll tell u 1 thing,,,if things keep going the way they are,,it's going to be impposibble to buy a week's groceries for $20"

"did u hear the post office is thinking about charging ten cents just to mail a letter?"

"also,their music drive me wild.This 'Rock Around The Clock' thing is nothing but wild racket"

"im afraid to bring my kids to the movies anymore.ever since they let Clark Gable get by saying 'damn' in 'Gone With The Wind' it seems avery movies has a 'hell' or a "damn' in it"

"it wont be long until couples are sleeping in the same bed in the movies.what is this world coming to?"

"i read the other day where some scientist thinks it's possible to put a man on the moon by the end of the century.They even have some fellow they call astronauts preparing for it down in Texas."

"did u know her office alloiwng women to wear slacks to work on Saturday??"

"y i the world want to send ur daughter to college?isnt she going to get married??u noe she can never be a doctor or lawyer"

'if they think i'll pay 50 cents for a hair cut,,forget it.My wife can learn to cut hair"


i was introduced to dis poem few years ago,,,i was in form 4 (if im not mistaken)
at that time i dont understand even a word from dis poem,,,but recently i do realize how deep it really mean to sure few of my frens still remember dis poem,,,,,n i would like to share wit u :),,,read n try to understnd ye okie?

IF by Rudyard Kipling

if u can keep ur head when all about u
are losing theirs and blaming it on u
if u can trust urself when all men doubt u
but make allowance for their doubting too

if u can wait and not be tired by waiting
or being lied about,dont deal in lies
or being hated dont give way to hate
and yet dont look too god nor talk too wise

if u can dream ~and not make dreams ur master
if u can think ~and not make thoughts ur aim
if u can meet wit triumph and disaster
and treat those two impostors just the same

if u can bear to hear the truth u've spoken
twisted by knaved to make a trap for fools
or watch the things u gave ur life to,broken
and stoop and build'em up wit worn out tools

if u can make one heap of all ur winnings
and risk it on one turn of pitch and toss
and lose, and start again at ur beginnings
and neva breath a word about ur loss

if u can force ur heart and nerve and sinew
to serve ir turn long after they are gone
and so hold on when there is nothing in u
except the will which say to them "hold on"

if u can talk to crowds and keep ur virtue
or walk wit KIng~nor lose the common touch
if neither foes nor loving frens can hurt u
is all men count with u,,but none too much

if u can fill the unforgiving minute
with sixty seconds' worth of distance run
urs is the earth and everything that's in it
and~which is more~u'll be a Man ,my son!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009


Monday, January 26, 2009

lg begS nk let go~~ori!!murah!!

brand: LIz Claiborne
price: RM 100
its rarely used!

Sunday, January 18, 2009


What if your ex said these to you?

1.hi how are you?
wt2 xdgr

2.hey!you want to go to mall?
no thnx!

3.i love you
love my syhmi,, u want some cookies?
no tq

5.can you take me a picture?
ala~~~gdik! me in my homework
in ur dream's my gift to you
ooo tq

8.let's just be textmates
no thnks you want me to buy you an ipod?
gle ke ape?

10.let's sit together in the bus
no no no....tq

11.hi baby!
sape baby? still cute

13.i still love you
n i still love my bf.

14.can i visit your house?
dtgla kalo x malu you love me?
not anymore.


1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
family,,duit dan kawan

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
mr muscle!!

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
di sebuah taman yg amat indah ..:P

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
sy rs,,,hingga hujung nyawa

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
restoren umi depan hostel

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
buku iep 200 kot

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Norela binti Ahmad

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
dua2~~~xleh idop xde dorg

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
kimora lee simmon

11.Sebutkan 10 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
xla,,,washing machine lor

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
14. Pelukan atau ciuman?

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
so CUTE!!

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai buat masa sekarang?
sotong kangkung

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan.

ah sudah~
sial la...
kntut mu

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.

buku BD:(

19. 10 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
tnjukn ak
take my heart
if i were a boy
im yours
fall for you
american boy
hot n cold

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu.
macaroni bakar
menjadi lebey tabah(ye ke?)
asal la x blaja elok2 dl...
bwk kete jauh2
blaja sabar

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

its jiwa-jiwa time!

this poem is special dedicated to my loves one..

If I could only fly, I’ll be there wherever you are. To share you my life, my love and all the things that I have To show you that I care and let you know who you are to me, To let you feel me and let you have me….

If I could only cuddle you and sealed you with my kisses, Then I could prove to you how much I needed you. Especially when I’m feeling blue that your hugs could calm me down. And let me know that you will always be there to protect me.

If I could only have you right here at this very moment, I could fly like a butterfly, enjoying the sunlight, the breeze and life could offer, for I know that I was loved by you, My life would never be blue.

Then maybe my tears would stop from fallin for I know that you will always be there. Sharing my troubles and facing a new life that we could both share. A love that could be perfect, coz I know that you are there.

If I could only have you, for myself alone with no one to share you with, Only then I would feel secure, coz you have proven me that you love me too. A life with you that we could both share together, with no doubts but love, Only then I would be OKAY, coz you’re right here by my side

My love, the love of my life……………


i was under a very bad stress a few days ago n few of my friends recognized the changes n as usual they playing their part very effectively,,,,they feelin worried n trying so hard to help and of course lending their shoulder for me to cry...hehehe(mengade),,
well im okay actually n nuthing shud be worried,,but it jz i cant control my feelin n emotion (wt a typical gurl)
BUt i feel so touched cz the situation make me realised dat there are so many people care n love me other than my family~~learning to standing on my own feet lately make me more appreciate all my frens n beloved one.
for me,,friendship isnt alwiz can be easily describe .the eskimo,,they say,,have different words for snow.(chewah2~~) unfortunately,,,english isnt quite innovative though it has vast opportunity to differentiate meaning. Certainly,,,love is one of those opportunities BUt friendship has no exception for dat.
er,,,but instead of different words,,however we stuck on different adjectives.close fren,,,bestfren,,,childhood frens,,trusted frens,,,intimate frens,,,n many more.but whether u used different adjective or words,,,, few could deny the infinite meaning in such a very simple word..
frens are also very special people.we cant pick our famly and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate.Society n more dictate w select a single mate..but i think our frens can be diverse n infinite as the adjective that we choose,,for me,,our frens also,,in very real sense,,reflect the choice we make in life~~

Monday, January 5, 2009

things to let go~~

dear frens,,,i hve some item yg nk let go~~br je bli beg nie,,,but cm myk sgt beg yg still x gne lg~~ so dr die jd burok better i let go kn?
beg nie dua ade 2 side,,,,lbh krg mcm 2 in 1 la~~hehe~~

  • 100% cotton
  • very comfortable
  • sesuai la nk g shopping ke~g clege ke~~
i seriously ske dis beg but i have another few,,,since dis is the new one so better i let go la yg nie
if u guys ad yg minat nk bli,,,u can send me an email at

price: RM 26
excluding posting fees


1st lecture day

uh....i jz bck frm clege n as usual,,,mon is alwz be the sleepiest day,,im quite late today n my 1st class was okeyla...
it was so excited to be together again wit my craze frens,,,without them my life shud be so,,,,,bored n dull~~they are the colours of my life
well,,,,im selling class had js begin today n i work so hard to concentrate in class but unfortunately,,,,studying "selling" on the evening of da day,,,,so challenging,,,!!!!
but i think dat im not so lost in dat class~~(semngat thn br!)
afte class as usual,,we have a 'tea' (hahahaha!!!)n my frens prob is alwiz about da pronunciation prob,,,it's not about we dont actually noe hw to pronounce but our tongue smetimes turn to be stubborn!!
adila was tring to say "ak dengar!!ak dgr!but wut she actually said is "ak dgr!!ak tengar!"
n everyone was like "ak TENGAR????"
a few month ago...ngai was decided to buy sweet corn,,but unfortunately he said "bang,bg sweet in cup satu"i was nxt to him n wonder wt is sweet in cup??then apelg...pch prot la~~
he actually trying to say either sweet in corn or corn in cup,he just combining both~haha!!!
well...tu yg wt kecoh tu~~
so sleepy n im thinking of having a nap~~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

the hard facts of life

em,,i believe dat as we strive to make life better,,we have to face some unchangeable facts of life…but some how,,,it sometimes scared me,,

i’ve read a book today n it helps in opening my eyes dat nuthing comes fast or easy bcz there’s alwiz a price in time n energy spent to achieve goals.well,,i usually dont have the patience in doing sumthg or dealing if i dont see the immediate result..n da book said dat person like me have to think about the long vision,,,the big picture n the price looks small

i alwiz face n heard bout da situation dat people get jealous,,,where u could become the object of envy or ridicule as u travel on the road of self-development,,some of ur frens may not feel cmfortable with ur desire n effort to imprve…but alhamdulillah i’ve never let the wrong crowd pull me down wit me so far…

n the messsage dat i’ve learn frm the book are:

dont mix with the people who are also intersted in self development cz they will help u 2 stay focused

jz stay true to urself n keep going it n neva let ridicule hold u back!

so,,im now feel so xcited to imprve myself since i alwz hurt peoples dat i love da most wit my attitude…n im totally ready for the nxt challenges!huahuahuaua~~~

lets give it a try

well,,,when im starting typing words at my blog....da 1st questions appeared in my mind is:

is there anybody want to read??uh,,,

there are few reason y im not cnfident in writing a blog~~~

1- i didnt think dat im good in writing n share any interesting moments happened in my life

2- do i really gud in attracting people to read my blog

3-er,,,,,i alwiz hve problems with self esteem~~huhuhu

but from the bright side,,,

1-y dont i jz give it a try?since final sem had just begannn,,

2-im damn boring,,i prefer being a ‘writer’ than being an annoying person~~

3-it might improve my eng mayb??since im not fluent in eng but i cn learn~~

xla trok sgt kn my eng??

i hope i dun even hve times for all dis~~